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written by //Que at 1 Jun 2014 & got 0 Comments

010614; 01:34am

I dont know why im right here tho but well since im bored in my room, because of enjoying my holiday. eh?hey, laying on my bed, listening to the music, hearing the raindrops, reading a lot of books and really into it are some good ideas to spend my leisure time lah beb.
havent done my homeworks? lol, i dont have one kot. so i really enjoy mine. what so heaven. too much

so, what now? act i dont have a thing to share...
ok, tipu.

i do have a lot of storys anyway. eyey, bad girl. if my english teacher reads this, maybe she will start yelling to me. because of my petite wrong grammar. so, i repeat, i do have a lot of stories here. and i said if, if she read lah... lol, why my intro must be so long heh

first, im having a little bad problem right now.
after 'enjoying' my first half year of learning in pure science stream, kan....
well, bagitahu sini siapa je yang takde masalah. aku nak tuntut ilmu dengan dia. if u know what i meant. lol ok annoying. tahu. i think i cant follow the subject so called physic. rasa bebal memang tak faham satu apa macam rasa nak drop. ok. what about bio? hahaha if i study bagai nak rak, sebab nak baca buku tahap nak hafal segala benda tu, i think i have scored dah. the result will be better than the past. and i repeat, tu will jadi kenyataan IF i study.. the another was ok, yeah really okay. i meant it.
ok. tu je nak bagitahu.

second, its about my friendssss and my classmates. ok, jom tukar channel samarinda.
i do love both, but i really love and miss my friendssss more. dapat tak?
ok, fine. the word, my friendssss is my ex classmates. yeah 3 Annur. Let me tell u their name.
anis, siti, syamira, nurin, maya, lina, syikoon, bohaaa, fizah, amira, atyn, fikri, ad, iqbal, pa'an, lut, nik, nabil, arwah nizam, saiful, haziq, iwan, dawi, naem. ok im not rindu sangat lah kat iwan, dawi, naem, haziq and saiful. sebab tak rapat sangat. ya Allah kejamnyaaa aku. what if they read this, and.... ok im really sorry.
eh wait, 1,2..14,20, 26... siapa sorang lagi?! ohhhh i see, i forgot about cik rokiah kitaaaaa. hahahaha! how come?! ok i miss u too. eh eh

if some of u, read this, yeah i really meant it. i miss all of u! very very very muchhhhh. mohon nangeh. ok?
siti, nurin, lina, fizah, amira, atyn, saiful, haziq, iwan, dawi, naem were not my classmate anymore. i mean they take another stream. anis, maya, syikoon, bihaa moved. eh i spot the typo of biha's name. hahaha lantak situ, malas edit balik ><
yang katanya stay with me is syamira, and the rest. but,
ok theres but here. eh jap nak play my fav song, stay. hahaha ok i dont even care if the boys nak ignore aku ke kan, well they are boys. so lantak deme lew. the only one here is, yeah u already knew it.
i tersangat sangat lah kiciwa about her. felt sorry not sorry, why should she forget and ignore me when she met somebody else. too typical isnt it? ok fine lah, tak kesah sangat pon dia lupa aku ke apa kan (nampak ego?) but tbh moment paling sebak bila she broke the promises.
that one, in first day of school, we were having the .... week, when the teacher gave ceramah about our stream-- she held my hand, she looked at my face, her eyes into mine, she said, she was afraid of the killer subject, yeah the pure science stream. i told her, dont be like that, just keep moving in our right path, she about to cry kot time tu, but i hugged her, and said, everything gonna be alright,
i calmed her down, i asked her to smile. yele aku ni takleh tengok orang nangeh, kang aku ikut sekali nangeh. so all i did was tenangkan dia.
she asked me, "janji dengan aku, nanti kita belajar sama sama, susah ke senang ke subject tu, kita buat sama sama. aku nak buat semua benda dengan kau,sama sama. janji?"
i smile. "yeah, i will" and now i wanna ask, "siapa mungkir janji?" and apa lagi yang aku dapat? had been ignored by her. so yeah, happy ending.

like what? the second was too long jugak. ok, tukar lagu rescue pulak eh. lol
so lets moving to my third story. according to my second..
dah tiga hari dua malam, aku fikir. aku nak pindah. pindah sekolah. jauh dari sini. maybe, sekolah kelantan. takpun, satu sekolah dengan along angah je, senang. tu pun, kalau abi umi bagi. well, aku jelah perempuan sulung dalam rumah. along angah kat kampung. so susah sikit tapi takpe, aku pujuk jugak sampai dapat.
kenyataan aku nak pindah just sebab nanti result spm tahun depan boleh lah ambik sekali dengan along angah. since deme pon satu form dengan aku kan.. takdelah macam pmr last year, aku tak join pon ambik result dekat sekolah aku. just ambik feel dekat maahad along angah, tapi takde slip ah, pakai sms je. sedih kan? takde feel scene berdebar dengan membe, feel ambik slip atas pentas sebab result cemerlang, feel nangeh sebab result, peluk umi abi, scene thank the teachers, takde. so, spm ni tak kira, nak jugak feel cemtu. hahaha. dulu, aie selalu kata, kalau aku pergi, aku ni pengecut, kalau aku stay, aku ni orang hebat, paling hebat. tapi, pedulikan lah. aku tak cari derita, aku cari bahagia. selama ni aku dah baik sangat dengan manusia, ..

oh ye, meet aie, the soul of mine. who always give the positive things to myself for keep moving my life well. hahaha lol

eh baru perasan third story dah tukar in malay. hahaha!

em, tu je kot?..
oh ye, for you my dearest, i want u to know i do miss u, really do. its ok if u didnt give me a call since a month ago, didnt reply my text, whats u have done to me, its ok dear. dah biasa. its also my fault tho. do u remember ourlast otp? if i didnt say like that, maybe everything went well..
yeah, im sorry. maybe u will say "sory sory, nanti buat lagi" well, i didnt mean to start a war, at least i rendahkan ego to say sorry, call u, text u :)
after this, i hope everything will be ok just like we used to be.


ps: im sorry for my bad grammar or something, i knew it sucks..

syhrh hadi
010614; 2:26am
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