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written by //Que at 9 Apr 2014 & got 1 Comments

Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum,

Kan.

Menunggu detik duabelas --esok,
Seksanya weh.
Aku tahan sebak dari pagi sampai sekarang.
Dekat tapak perhimpunan, dalam kelas. Kantin. Surau. Sampai sekarang.
Setiap kali aku jumpa kawan kawan lain, aku cakap "esok." --diam dan blah.
Sebab aku takut, air mata tak dapat tahan lagi. Hee.
Mungkin ingat, ya. Aku tak kesah, mereka ingat ke tak. Tapi mestilah derang ingat kan :)
Yang pasti, aku takkan lupa hari kau. Takkan.

Allah.
Tomorrow --
It will be your day, sayang. Your day. Just same like the past years.
Still having friends-- singing a birthday song for you. They will make your day brighter, happier.
And it is no me, beside you. ((smile))

How I wish, I was there. Kejut kau detik duabelas (( and I know you will tidur tidur ayam masa tu. ceh )), diam diam. Malam malam. Dua dua. Tepi tingkap. Or balkoni. Or whatsoever, yeah I never know how it feels being dakdak asrama. Yelah, kot memalam dorm kene kunci rapat ke en. Boleh ke duduk luar tengah tengah malam kan. Ah, I dont even know kot. How pathetic weh -.-

Okay stop --
Like in that night, just you and me --staring at the stars and keep counting them. Let you lean your head on my shoulder. ya I know I cant do this because of kelebihan ketinggian tersangatan hahaha. Like seriously I just really wanna do like that someday. If you know what I mean... Em ya how I wish I could hold you tight like I never let you go. (ceh ingat sweet ke) Okay I think I start to annoy some people yang tengah baca ni oredi -.-

Or how I wish you were here. Ya.

Hm.

As your day will come soon --this is from me.
Em. Well, no one can reverse aging (except if you reverse the spelling like gniga kakaka k tak lawak pun k k) So as ages increases, may your good deeds also increases and may Allah  accept every single deeds you do in your days. Keep growing, Anis. and be a good girl as you used to be (indeed Anis is a good girl I swear) You know life isn't always easy so may Allah give you enough strength to overcome any obstacles in life and I pray to Allah to ease everything for you. May Allah shower you His blessing with the righteous, religious and pious spouse cause you deserve one! hehe. Bear in mind, having you as my friend is such a bless! and please be my friend untill forever. I dont know but will you remember me in ten years? T.T

It's 0.00.
Sannah helwah Anis Adilah. Stay healthy, stay pretty, stay happy. Aamin!
Uhibbuki fillah jiddan!

Sorry I'm taking such a long time to write all above. I'm in tears kot. Because of you. I miss you.
And sorry tau, tak dapat join pergi Klang last weekend. Memang aku nak sangat pergi jumpa kau :'( Tapi family semua pergi kl. Ada kenduri sedare. Well, you know me. Dah plan baru nak mintak izin. Sigh.
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I still merenung ke luar jendela ... hahaha lol kk
Cause every night, I look up at the freckled and fall in love with the universe all over again. I will be counting stars for the rest of my life.

--Quotes of the day

And suddenly I remember something funny.

"akan ku renang lautan berapi, aku akan hidup bersama hang sampai tua."

And I said "takkan aku nak duduk serumah dengan hang kot bila hang dah nikah nanti." Seriously, I just cant stop sakat-ing you about married, husband, whatsoever yang berkaitan. Hahahahahaha did you remember this my dear? *wipe tears*

Please bear in mind,
I love you. I love you to the infinity. I love you to the moon and back. I love you till jannah. 
I love you very much. I love you forever. I love you.

Dulu, kau pernah tanya aku. Mana satu aku lebih sayang. Either you or him. Deep. Tapi. Well, selagi dia tak jadi yang sah, selagi tu aku lebih sayang hang. Dan semua orang mengaku yang friendship is more important than relationship. So do I. Tapi tak bermaksud aku tak sayang dia. Sayanggg tapi sayang aku kat hang lebih sikit. hahahahhaa ya Allah benda apalah aku mengarut ni. Ishh u_____u


To Anis, from Syahirah.
Awhh, how sweet.


Blogger Anis Adilah ♥ said...

Re-read this cuz i miss u so much. Idk wheres my comment cuz ive oredi read this b4 my dear 😭 pls gimme emoji tissue or whatsoever bcz im cryin like crazy now. I miss u n i miss US! 💕

 

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